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Aieeeee!

Posted on 2010.06.05 at 03:13
My Mood: tiredTired
Currently Listening to: "Meant To Live" by Switchfoot
Oh my goodness. I can't believe I haven't updated in so long! DX I'm so sorry, everyone! Here I go and tell everyone to come here but then I don't even keep up with it. I'M HORRIBLE! *dies*

Anywayyy. Um. Well I think I just haven't been in the mood lately to be honest. I went through a funk a few weeks ago and it lasted...about two months. I was just really depressed and didn't want to do much :/ Thus...I didn't post, cuz I didn't feel like it ^^;

I'm doing better now and am in the process of getting a job (hopefully!). I'm a little worried that my updates will go slow after that, so I try to write as much as I can when I can. The good news is that I've gotten a lot written. Well...I guess it depends on what story of mine you read if it's good news or not ^^; I have up to chapter 10 written for my Ichigo story (working on 11) and up to chapter 18 (read: EIGHTEEN!!!) with my Shuuhei story. It's so exciting. I totally found a Shuuhei high and I just rolled with it. I'm not sure how the chapters have turned out (I like it, but I dunno if it's what I was hoping it'd turn out like D:) so...who knows. That's that as far as the stories go.

Unfortunately, I also have a hard time writing for someone when I'm addicted to someone/something else. Annnnd of course I have become addicted to something DX Funny story, really. I was on a website to watch Kateikyo Hitman Reborn! and I somehow managed to misclick and click on a different anime: Kaichou wa Maid-sama! So I read the summary (after seeing a hot guy) and decided to give it a try. Sure enough I got addicted because the main guy is SO HOT. I am madly in love with him at the moment. The problem is that I'm happy with the pairing the anime has with him...so it's hard for me to write a one-shot or something with him. I would feel like I'm not doing him justice cuz I feel like he belongs with her DX (I'm so WEIRDDDD). So anyway, yeah. I'm stuck in a state of quantum indecision...cuz I can't write for the others because I'm addicted to this guy, but I can't write for this guy because I ...just can't. Alas. It is depressing :(

Sooo that's what's up with that. Ummmm. I've been working on one-shots/mini-fics too, which is probably why my updates are slow. I've been working on a Leonardo (from Fire Emblem 10) fic and have a little scene left with him before it's done (yay~). Thennnnn... Yeah. I have a few other one-shots to work on so we'll see how that goes I guess ^^;

So in short it feels like I've been writing a LOT, but at the same time...it feels like I haven't done anything DX I know I haven't posted much lately, but I like to just spread out my updates...so it's not THAT much of a gap. Though I think it's just counter-intuitive since I take forever anyway X_X I'm seriously so sorry, guys. I'm...just horrible. *sigh*

Uhhh so yeah, that's that I guess. I just wanted to update and say that I AM still writing, but it's just slow-going. For some reason I have to be in the mood to update too (even though the stories are written...how weird is that? @__@) so that may also be why I haven't updated. I'll try to do something soon, I promise. Sorry everyone!

I hope everyone is doing well! Enjoy summer and I'll try to keep updating so you all can have something to read! XD So until then!

Now listening to: "Bye Bye Beautiful" by Nightwish

Comments:


saiyajin_hime at 2010-06-07 18:01 (UTC) (Link)
Aww sorry to hear you were not feeling well, but I'm glad to hear that you're doing better ^^

If you ever need time off from beta-ing my stuff, don't hesitate to let me know. Good luck with job hunting, I have confidence that you'll do fine!

It's funny how we comes across things sometimes. I've never watched a single episode of KHR or heard of this other anime, but it sounds interesting. I'm old school when it comes to anime. xD

But I'm sure yours readers will understand, and if anything you can always wright for yourself on the side if you need a boost, that's what I do sometimes and I've found that to be quite helpful.

But it's great to see you updating this and letting us know that you've got more goodies in store for us! :D

Take care!

PS: Awesome to know you like Nighwish, and I really like that song too!
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